[Jing Yuan lets Blade pose him however he likes -- he's being good, but also he's rattled from Dan Heng's fingers and Blade's hands all over him, and it feels much easier to just coast for now. He doesn't want to think or make choices.
It's nice having lovers who don't question that desire. It's good to have people he feels safe giving himself to this way. It's amazing, simply not to be alone.
He's deeply enjoying stepping out of his own mind, as he deeply enjoys being held down. Blade's kiss to his nape makes him shiver, but it's the press of his body and the hand on the back of his neck that are driving him wild at the moment.
Unfortunately for his good behaviour, his hands are free. So when Blade pushes into him all at once like that, and he feels himself crying out with the pain of that burning stretch and the pleasure of being filled, he automatically puts both of them over his mouth. He squeezes his eyes shut as well, bracing against the way they sting and water. It's awful but it's so good he could simply perish. His whole body is shaking and he's in bliss.]
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It's nice having lovers who don't question that desire. It's good to have people he feels safe giving himself to this way. It's amazing, simply not to be alone.
He's deeply enjoying stepping out of his own mind, as he deeply enjoys being held down. Blade's kiss to his nape makes him shiver, but it's the press of his body and the hand on the back of his neck that are driving him wild at the moment.
Unfortunately for his good behaviour, his hands are free. So when Blade pushes into him all at once like that, and he feels himself crying out with the pain of that burning stretch and the pleasure of being filled, he automatically puts both of them over his mouth. He squeezes his eyes shut as well, bracing against the way they sting and water. It's awful but it's so good he could simply perish. His whole body is shaking and he's in bliss.]