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Dan Heng (Dan Feng...?) ([personal profile] lifeban) wrote in [community profile] headlocked2024-02-19 12:49 pm

slutty dan heng


[dan heng didn't mean for it to get this far.

he's been achingly lonely all along. it makes sense. he can't forge bonds without risking them being slain by his ever-hunting shadow. and yet he still craves contact, and his own hands can only do so much for him.

the first time it happened, it was when he was reformatting a small ship's data bank in exchange for a month or so of passage. in the first week, he found the glory hole hidden in the lesser used restroom, adjacent to a janitor's closet. on the eve of his last day aboard, he'd snapped from his own touchstarved loneliness and locked himself in that little closet. he'd shyly wiggled fingers through the hole when he heard someone on the other side, and, well. word got around fast and he'd almost missed disembarking on schedule, come still trickling down his thighs as he and his beat-up suitcase half-jogged down the gangway onto the dock.

he told himself it was a one-time thing, but that quickly proved untrue. when one travels as anonymously as possible as cheaply as possible, it isn't difficult to find places for illicit, anonymous sex, and he didn't manage to resist the next time he found one. rest stops, ships, space stations... he took what he could get. he took the time to perfect his cloudhymn, giving himself a passably human cunt, then worked out how to switch easily between that and a passably human cock. he tried things from the other side of the gloryhole. escalation after escalation, and still his main concern remained never seeing the faces of the people he fucked. if he never knew them at all, he would never have to add them to the body count living in the back of his mind.

and it has gone still further. this evening he's found himself staff at a masquerade of sorts. all manner of people have been invited to this luxurious, hedonistic retreat, offering anonymity to the elite in the form of masks that digitally glitch out the wearer's face with a touch of punklorde reality editing. he was in the right place at the right time with the right hungers and looks, so rather than being a waiter, he's here as entertainment.

hired on with his only terms being that he not be bound or have his face exposed, he's turned loose on the party utterly nude save for the glitching mask. being himself, he hangs near the fringes. it isn't long before someone or some more invite him to a shadowy little alcove, or make use of him right out in the open. whether or not he's found before that or somehow recognized, well... this evening he's given himself a dick and pussy both, so the results will be exciting no matter what.]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-20 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He had three minutes left.

You can leave at ten standard, Elio had said, and he should have fucking known there was something up with the way the cat had wound around his ankles, black hair on black pants on black dress shoes. Kafka had smiled at him in her usual mysteriously aggravating way, slid the mask Silver Wolf had made for him on his face - she'd yammered something about it being a special edition, Blade was having trouble remembering - and pushed him into the club. Retreat. Hotel? Whatever.

It wasn't his first time in one of these; it wouldn't be the last. He'd been the predator, he'd been the honeypot; it was all the same to him. Sex was a fleeting distraction from the prison he'd been eternally trapped in, and the sooner he could be done with this shit, the sooner he'd be able to go back to hunting. He knew Dan Feng was in this galactic quadrant, but he hadn't been able to do a sweep. Yet.]


Thanks. [He says, politely, to a passing waiter, who'd handed him a vaguely suspicious cocktail. Two minutes and he's gone, and he makes his way out of the alcove he's sequestered himself in. The sound and musk of sex is heavy in the air, and he's thinking about the dry cleaning for this suit, when someone shoulders past him.

Blade pauses. Less to give a shit about being jostled, and more to stare at apparently what was drawing people from all over: one of the perks of the club, glitching face pressed onto a cock as they're being fucked by another one against it. There's cum shiny down the inside of their thighs, dripping dark wet against the carpet. There's a line, even, Blade thinks, good for them, and he turns away to leave, before noticing:

There's a scar down the lithe thing's hip. The exact same place he'd torn a ribbon of blood the last time they'd crossed blades. That can't be, though, he thinks, pushing closer - can it?]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-20 08:32 am (UTC)(link)
[What the fuck?

There's no mistaking that voice. No mistaking the constellation of faint scars. Blade's ears start ringing with the rush of white-hot emotion, he can't even tell what he's feeling, and at what: fury. Disgust. Anger. Horror. Jealousy.

Silver Wolf's mask is good enough to hide the entirety of everything above the collar of his dress shirt, even up close like this, when Blade stalks up to display, close enough to touch, and - watches. He feels like he's going to disassociate.

There's some commotion, as he yanks the guest between the - the figure's legs away, and he curls a broad hand under a hip to hold the thing up. Splashes the cocktail against the swollen mess of its holes. What the fuck, he thinks again, dazed as he drops the glass in favor of thumbing its cunt open, to the side.]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-20 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
[The cocktail, like everything in this place, is geared for hedonism: a fruit-flavored, alcoholic elixir to invigorate - a healing aphrodisiac. It was meant to be taken orally, though, so who knows how it would work like this...

Blade snags another one of the drinks from one of the customers. And in the full view of everyone who's watching this spectacle - hilts three gloved fingers immediately and viciously into his cunt, scooping out the mess, using the drink in a facsimile of washing it out. Off. The snarl he lets out is an animal sound, dark and familiar only in the worst of their encounters.]

[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-20 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
[The world narrows down to the body under his hands. Blade threads his free hand up into the hair at his nape, and then fists into the strands viciously, using it to haul Dan Heng up and crush him against the nearest wall.

Like this, he's covering the entirety of Dan Heng's body, his bulk hiding him from view. His other hand is still inside him, and he fucks a thumb into Dan Heng's asshole, holding him up like that, almost.]


Why. [Blade's voice breaks.] Why are you here.
subcutaneous: (start running)

[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-20 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
[The panicked thrashing doesn't help Blade's horribly confused arousal, either. He'd always been a little (a lot) turned on whenever he and Dan FHeng met again and again but this is beyond the pale.]

I am going to kill every single living thing in this place. [Rasped, as he hitches his hand up, forcing Dan Heng up on his toes. He's never been this brand of angry before.] You are many things, Imbibitor Lunae, but never would I have guessed you would be such a whore.

[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-20 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
How could you do this to me!

[He takes his hand out - only to snake around Dan Heng's front, to palm at his cock, rough and harsh, while he presses into him from behind, arousal unmistakeable.]

This is mine, Dan Feng. When we married you gave yourself to me and me alone, didn't you? You cruel bastard.
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-20 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blade stills, the entirety of his body seizing up in joy, in ardor, in yearning, he remembers, he remembers--!]

Yeah. [His grip softens, but is no less binding, and he's caressing a broad hand up the column of Dan Heng's throat.]It's me. [And then his fingers tighten, lovingly, bruisingly, tipping Dan Heng's chin up so he can look down into that beloved face.] Your Grace.
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-21 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[He should have listened to Silver Wolf. It's gonna be great for extracting information, she'd pointed out, talking at Blade instead of with him. You just gotta think you're someone and the mask will give the impression of them, isn't that handy?

The mask glitches. If Dan Heng looks, if he sees, there's the smug grin, edged with laugh lines; eyes the color of twilight, hair coated with starlight, calluses fingers ingrained with soot, and-]


You did this to me. You ran. [His fingers press down over the arteries in his throat.] You left me to rot.
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-21 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blade stills ominously.]

Coward. [And then he moves, bending down and trying to haul Dan Heng into his arms, tightly like a cage. He can't deal with someone else seeing Dan Heng like this. If he thinks about it the mara roils red at the back of his throat, covetous.]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-21 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blade hauls him off, then; with his monstrous strength it's easy to shift Dan Heng to the cradle of one arm, to summon Shard Sword.

He's going to try and cut down anyone who is literally in sword range unless Dan Heng does something.]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-21 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
No?

[He digs a violent bruise into the soft, unprotected span of Dan Heng's thigh.]

What will you do about it?
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2024-02-21 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[That gets the entirety of his attention immediately, maybe the unholy, all-consuming obsession was good for something? Blade halts to stare at him, almost like he's hypnotized.

He leans into one of Dan Heng's palms.]


I do have you now. [Rasped, as he starts walking again, scattering passerby as he makes his way to one of the private rooms.] No more running.

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