[he moans helplessly, mouth hanging open and face flushed and wet. he's not actively crying anymore but he is such a mess, especially being tugged around by a horn, pace stuttering inside blade.
but now that he can't hide, he really can't. ignore. that.
[wait...! wait he cant be that near jing yuan's thighs when he's clear-headed because he is going to embarrass himself very quickly. but he can't say that out loud so he suffers in silence.
blade visibly thinks for several seconds. it's hard when he's being impaled.]
...wait. [his face is going through what looks like the five stages of hilariously embarrassed grief, and he clenches violently around dan heng.] We used to... and I would stay at the forges for days, after- [you know what he is biting at one of jing yuan's thighs, he deserves that.]
[Jing Yuan responds to that bite first by flinching, and then by ever-so-gently booping Blade's nose. He knows treating this weirdo with cuteness and kindness is a better way of bullying him than a swat would be.]
You did. And I'd be so wound up during training that Master scolded both me and Dan Feng.
[As for the hysterically embarrassed dragon problem... Jing Yuan just gives him the kittyface smile and headpats him.]
[he doesn't fully remember those things, but the shapes of them fall into place easily enough in his sense of reality, and he feels like he's burning up.
letting him (dan feng, he reminds himself) fuck them back then was such a disruptive thing, but they still- even if yingxing didn't know, jing yuan most certainly did. he can put blade back together, like this. he can- maybe stave off the inevitable for jing yuan, like this?
blade can most certainly feel dan heng's cocks twitch inside him in response.]
[this is fucking terrible. this is the worst day ever. he wants jing yuan to touch him all the time like a small distressed puppy and this is so horrifying. he can't stop the groan at dan heng spasming inside him, and he digs his non-horn-handling hand into the meat of jing yuan's hip.
he digs a heel into dan heng's ass. his blood is starting to dry flaky on both of them and the urge to lick it off dan heng and dunk him - all of them, actually - in a bath are both very strong.] Stop being so easy then. [he's not fucking thanking you for that. that thing. not verbally anyway.]
[They DO all need a bath. It's not quite time yet though, alas for Blade. He has to deal with Jing Yuan's thighs shifting beneath his head when that grip makes him squirm, and then deal with the relaxed affection of him pulling that hand away to lace their fingers instead.]
You are an easy target...
[He laughs at Dan Heng with mischievous joy -- he will always tease. That's just who he is.]
[pouting, even as his breath catches and his pace stutters. his tail lashes as he squeezes blade's waist with both hands and starts really putting his back into plowing him into the floor.]
[blade opens his mouth, unable to deal with how warm jing yuan's hand is, and then makes the same stepped-on, squeaky toy sound he'd made earlier.
his other hand goes up, then, reaching blindly for jing yuan, and these- helpless sounds, keep falling from his mouth without his consent. he comes again, dry and overstimulated, how did jing yuan survive this when blade was doing it to him-]
Dan Heng- [he finally begs, wordlessly, eyes rolling back into his head.]
[It's so nice to see Blade lose his composure in a good way. Jing Yuan takes his other hand and squeezes both, watching the two of them with the same old infatuation he's always felt.
Dan Heng is a new person, but he's charming all on his own -- easy to attach to even without the lingering shadow of Dan Feng. And Blade... He said himself Yingxing isn't truly dead, even if he's not really him anymore. It's not so sharp a line as between dragons, so Jing Yuan feels justified in holding onto the menories.
Because of that, and despite a frankly overwhelming fear of being rejected again, he leans down to whisper in Blade's ear so softly even Dan Heng would have a hard time picking it up. These words are for Blade only -- the ones he's saved for Dan Heng will come soon.]
I want you to know... Despite everything, I still love you. And you can't make me stop.
[It's fine if Blade's too far gone to hear it. Even so, letting it out into the air makes it real.]
[dan heng could strain to try to listen in, if he wanted. but jing yuan clearly wants privacy, in whatever he's saying, so it's a simple choice to close his eyes, bite his lip, and listen to the sounds leaking from blade instead. to let his own jackrabbit pace and the way blade comes on his cocks and uses his name push him over the edge again, adding to the fluids he's already fucked into him without even so much as pulling out between.]
[the last time anyone had ever told blade, i love you was that night, when the moon bled crimson, and everything fell apart.
blade looks up at him, upside-down, dazed and openmouthed. his veins feel like they’re on fire in the best way possible, like he could almost feel the warmth spilling into him, like…
he pushes a hand into jing yuan’s hair, unable to put to words the sense of relief that was so strong he felt like he could go mad with it. he meets jing yuan’s gaze, and his lips stretch unfamiliar around the watery but genuine smile, eyes crinkling with the force of it.]
Brat. [he closes his eyes, presses their temples together.
then he fists his hand in jing yuan’s hair and drags him down to slot their mouths together the best he can because seriously he cannot put the words together without twisting himself into a pretzel.]
[Ah, that smile. He never thought he'd see it again. It instantly washes away that fear he was stuck with -- he is wanted afterall. The happy feeling only grows with Blade's affectionate gestures, so warm he could cry again. But he's done enough of that for one day, so he resists, and instead eagerly leans into Blade's hand, and then into the kiss. The hunger is still there in this one, but the emotional connection feels a lot deeper -- especially after seven centuries of pining.
When the kiss breaks, Jing Yuan laughs in a bright and joyful way that strips all illusion from the way he'd been laughing up til now. When the real one is on display, the fake ones are much more obvious. It's like a light had gone out without anyone noticing, and it's just now been relit.]
If I'm still a brat, then I can still call you an old fart.
[But Dan Heng is here too, and Jing Yuan's quite concerned about him feeling left out, so he reaches out to put an arm around his neck and pull him in for a kiss of his own. This happiness should be shared amongst all three of them.]
[he doesn't have time to feel left out. by the time he's coherent enough for a single thought, he's reeling at the picture the two of them make. these aren't the people he's known, but this is who they should have been. his eyes have only just widened when he's being tugged into that kiss-- his reality hasn't finished adjusting, but he melts into it on autopilot.]
[the happiness in his ribcage is grossly incandescent and he really does feel like he’s burning with it.
or maybe it’s the come. which, not respectfully at all, what the fuck, imbibitor lunae.
he does not look at them kiss. mostly because he wants to keep enough brain cells to be indignantly annoyed. he sort of squirms/rolls/shifts from between the two of them, dan heng slipping out with a truly obscene squelching sound. blade still feels so open, and- and- empty-]
[Nooo, his warm three-way contact... What a rude old man Blade is. On the bright side him being a neat-freak even now is very funny.
Jing Yuan elects to be rude back, in that he kisses Dan Heng a little longer instead of obeying Blade immediately. But he does give in, leaving their youngest with a peck on the forehead and a hair ruffle before dragging his sore body to his feet.]
Alright, alright. I have a big enough tub to share, at least.
[dan heng shudders when blade pulls away, ears burning with that sound...
but when the kiss breaks he's agreeable enough, nodding and picking himself up as well. without the emergency, feeling the trickle of jing yuan's come down his thigh when he stands, is... his ears are not getting less red by any means.]
What kind of house is this. Why do you have a tub that big.
[when he stands up there is the extremely suspicious feeling of nothing sliding out of him. what the fuck is this? where did dan heng’s seed go? did his body absorb it or something else equally ridiculous? also why is he disappointed for some unholy reason?
he makes a grumbling sound. and then he comes up behind dan heng to try and scoop up that trail of come and. push it back in with three fingers.]
Because this my retreat, of course. I can luxuriate, I can bathe Mimi if I have to, I can bring dates along...
[Not... that he's had a lot of dates... but he's deliberately picking at Blade. Which is also why he wraps himself around his arm and leans into him while he tries to steer him away from bullying Dan Heng and toward the bathroom. Or maybe just steer all of them. Maybe Dan Heng wants to be bullied.]
[dan heng was not expecting that. blade coming up behind him was anticipated to be some kind of brisk herding, so the sound he makes when suddenly there are fingers in his ass is absolutely shocked and filthy.
[well blade has to channel the urge to make dan heng scream somewhere!
but jing yuan’s scheme works. not before blade takes his fingers out, giving dan heng a look that promised he won’t be walking straight for a couple of days.]
No more dates. [he grumbles. he moves very fast, all of a sudden - and tries to kick jing yuan’s feet out from under him, so he could haul the other man up into his arms.]
[A win for Blade! Jing Yuan gives a short, surprised, and incredibly undignified yip as he starts to fall, and reflexively clings to Blade when picked up. He's the one who dropped the bait so he shouldn't be surprised, but... y'know. He's very worn out, so he looks up at Blade with wide eyes and pink cheeks.]
Ah... Yes, right. You're my dates from now on, of course...
[jing yuan needs to stop looking so soft and fuckable all the time. see the most attractive part here isn't the soft and fuckable thing, either: it's because blade knows under all that jing yuan is unyielding steel and the sort of person who apparently did not hesitate to run him through if it meant keeping all of them safe.
it wasn't hard to put two and two together.]
Knowing you a date means a nap. [he tilts jing yuan in dan heng's direction like he's a massive floppy cat, as he picks through whatever wreckage and/or clothing items strewn through the living (?) room.
he slants dan heng a vaguely murderous look.] Have you dated anyone?
I can stay awake on a date if it's not too boring.
[It's true, the way Blade sees him. When it comes to serious matters, his mind is razor-sharp and his will is unshakeable. He's survived his position this long because he's good at it. But he's much happier when things aren't dire at all. The kind, playful, "soft and fuckable" side of him is the one he likes better. He treasures every moment when he's free to be that version of Jing Yuan.
At the moment, he's exactly that kind of free, and thus completely content. When he's tilted in Dan Heng's direction, he goes extra boneless just for the joy of looking at him upside down and giving him a cheeky little wave. This is a very happy kitty. If he was a real cat he'd be purring loud enough to hear across the delve.
He's not telling them which door to go to. It's funnier to let them figure it out.]
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[He shifts again, trying to sit where he can make Blade use his very comfy lap as a pillow.]
And Dan Heng didn't know about it until I told him. Show him your appreciation, won't you?
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but now that he can't hide, he really can't. ignore. that.
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A stimulant?!
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blade visibly thinks for several seconds. it's hard when he's being impaled.]
...wait. [his face is going through what looks like the five stages of hilariously embarrassed grief, and he clenches violently around dan heng.] We used to... and I would stay at the forges for days, after- [you know what he is biting at one of jing yuan's thighs, he deserves that.]
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You did. And I'd be so wound up during training that Master scolded both me and Dan Feng.
[As for the hysterically embarrassed dragon problem... Jing Yuan just gives him the kittyface smile and headpats him.]
Your face right now is very cute, Dan Heng.
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letting him (dan feng, he reminds himself) fuck them back then was such a disruptive thing, but they still- even if yingxing didn't know, jing yuan most certainly did. he can put blade back together, like this. he can- maybe stave off the inevitable for jing yuan, like this?
blade can most certainly feel dan heng's cocks twitch inside him in response.]
... Don't tease.
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he digs a heel into dan heng's ass. his blood is starting to dry flaky on both of them and the urge to lick it off dan heng and dunk him - all of them, actually - in a bath are both very strong.] Stop being so easy then. [he's not fucking thanking you for that. that thing. not verbally anyway.]
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You are an easy target...
[He laughs at Dan Heng with mischievous joy -- he will always tease. That's just who he is.]
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[pouting, even as his breath catches and his pace stutters. his tail lashes as he squeezes blade's waist with both hands and starts really putting his back into plowing him into the floor.]
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his other hand goes up, then, reaching blindly for jing yuan, and these- helpless sounds, keep falling from his mouth without his consent. he comes again, dry and overstimulated, how did jing yuan survive this when blade was doing it to him-]
Dan Heng- [he finally begs, wordlessly, eyes rolling back into his head.]
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Dan Heng is a new person, but he's charming all on his own -- easy to attach to even without the lingering shadow of Dan Feng. And Blade... He said himself Yingxing isn't truly dead, even if he's not really him anymore. It's not so sharp a line as between dragons, so Jing Yuan feels justified in holding onto the menories.
Because of that, and despite a frankly overwhelming fear of being rejected again, he leans down to whisper in Blade's ear so softly even Dan Heng would have a hard time picking it up. These words are for Blade only -- the ones he's saved for Dan Heng will come soon.]
I want you to know... Despite everything, I still love you. And you can't make me stop.
[It's fine if Blade's too far gone to hear it. Even so, letting it out into the air makes it real.]
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blade looks up at him, upside-down, dazed and openmouthed. his veins feel like they’re on fire in the best way possible, like he could almost feel the warmth spilling into him, like…
he pushes a hand into jing yuan’s hair, unable to put to words the sense of relief that was so strong he felt like he could go mad with it. he meets jing yuan’s gaze, and his lips stretch unfamiliar around the watery but genuine smile, eyes crinkling with the force of it.]
Brat. [he closes his eyes, presses their temples together.
then he fists his hand in jing yuan’s hair and drags him down to slot their mouths together the best he can because seriously he cannot put the words together without twisting himself into a pretzel.]
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When the kiss breaks, Jing Yuan laughs in a bright and joyful way that strips all illusion from the way he'd been laughing up til now. When the real one is on display, the fake ones are much more obvious. It's like a light had gone out without anyone noticing, and it's just now been relit.]
If I'm still a brat, then I can still call you an old fart.
[But Dan Heng is here too, and Jing Yuan's quite concerned about him feeling left out, so he reaches out to put an arm around his neck and pull him in for a kiss of his own. This happiness should be shared amongst all three of them.]
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or maybe it’s the come. which, not respectfully at all, what the fuck, imbibitor lunae.
he does not look at them kiss. mostly because he wants to keep enough brain cells to be indignantly annoyed. he sort of squirms/rolls/shifts from between the two of them, dan heng slipping out with a truly obscene squelching sound. blade still feels so open, and- and- empty-]
Bath. [sorry romance is dead.]
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Jing Yuan elects to be rude back, in that he kisses Dan Heng a little longer instead of obeying Blade immediately. But he does give in, leaving their youngest with a peck on the forehead and a hair ruffle before dragging his sore body to his feet.]
Alright, alright. I have a big enough tub to share, at least.
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but when the kiss breaks he's agreeable enough, nodding and picking himself up as well. without the emergency, feeling the trickle of jing yuan's come down his thigh when he stands, is... his ears are not getting less red by any means.]
That saves time.
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[when he stands up there is the extremely suspicious feeling of nothing sliding out of him. what the fuck is this? where did dan heng’s seed go? did his body absorb it or something else equally ridiculous? also why is he disappointed for some unholy reason?
he makes a grumbling sound. and then he comes up behind dan heng to try and scoop up that trail of come and. push it back in with three fingers.]
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[Not... that he's had a lot of dates... but he's deliberately picking at Blade. Which is also why he wraps himself around his arm and leans into him while he tries to steer him away from bullying Dan Heng and toward the bathroom. Or maybe just steer all of them. Maybe Dan Heng wants to be bullied.]
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[dan heng was not expecting that. blade coming up behind him was anticipated to be some kind of brisk herding, so the sound he makes when suddenly there are fingers in his ass is absolutely shocked and filthy.
fight hard jing yuan. he is SO bulliable.]
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but jing yuan’s scheme works. not before blade takes his fingers out, giving dan heng a look that promised he won’t be walking straight for a couple of days.]
No more dates. [he grumbles. he moves very fast, all of a sudden - and tries to kick jing yuan’s feet out from under him, so he could haul the other man up into his arms.]
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Ah... Yes, right. You're my dates from now on, of course...
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but also. sidling closer to get a good look at jing yuan's expression.]
That's right.
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it wasn't hard to put two and two together.]
Knowing you a date means a nap. [he tilts jing yuan in dan heng's direction like he's a massive floppy cat, as he picks through whatever wreckage and/or clothing items strewn through the living (?) room.
he slants dan heng a vaguely murderous look.] Have you dated anyone?
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[It's true, the way Blade sees him. When it comes to serious matters, his mind is razor-sharp and his will is unshakeable. He's survived his position this long because he's good at it. But he's much happier when things aren't dire at all. The kind, playful, "soft and fuckable" side of him is the one he likes better. He treasures every moment when he's free to be that version of Jing Yuan.
At the moment, he's exactly that kind of free, and thus completely content. When he's tilted in Dan Heng's direction, he goes extra boneless just for the joy of looking at him upside down and giving him a cheeky little wave. This is a very happy kitty. If he was a real cat he'd be purring loud enough to hear across the delve.
He's not telling them which door to go to. It's funnier to let them figure it out.]
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