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Dan Heng (Dan Feng...?) ([personal profile] lifeban) wrote in [community profile] headlocked2023-10-14 11:02 am

high cloud disaster ot3 shit

just gonna put the actual starters in top-levels, i know myself
lionsleeps: (i002)

[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-29 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS...

Fine. FINE. He gives Dan Heng another kiss and then yanks Starfall Reverie out of the floor and also out of Blade's body. He leaves him cuffed to it though. He'll just use the weapon as extra leverage when he sits back and pulls Blade upright.]

Breathe.
subcutaneous: whatever (is that my phone)

[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-30 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[sorry jing yuan it’s like babysitting the world’s mangiest feral puppy.

blade makes a confused, guttural sound and spills blood down the bandaged gore of his front, which had already started to un-gore itself.

he then proceeds to try and grab dan heng, but on the account of being cuffed to a giant fuckoff glaive he just ends up pitching forward and falling against him, wheezing in a really wet fashion.]
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[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-30 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[This utter disaster of a mandog... Jing Yuan is just going to sit on him more. But now he's straddling his thighs instead of his waist so it's kinda like having a great big irritated and very worried lap cat. And as we know, it's illegal to get up with a cat in your lap.

Also he's putting the glaive back in the floor without going through Blade's body now. With that done his hands are free, and he can use them to pet both his messy lovers at the same time. They're both freaking out and he has to at least try to help, because otherwise he might strangle Blade. Not Dan Heng tho. Dan Heng's the good boy. That's why he's getting reassuring cheek smooches.]

Look at him now, Yingxing. He is here, strong and kind despite what you've done. That's not a broken person. You, on the other hand, certainly are, so instead of carrying on about people who are gone and isolating yourself like an idiot, let us put you back together a little.

[And yes, he's using the old name specifically to be rude.]
subcutaneous: (start running)

[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-30 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[unfortunately. trying to strangle blade would turn him on even more. he really is Just Like That.

there's a horrid cracking sound - blade had broken a tooth on the ring gag - and for the first time, blade ignores dan heng in favor of violence upon someone else: he tries to headbutt jing yuan. you rude fucker.

he seems to be focusing better, but the attempt doesn't end up doing much, since most of him is busy trying to knit itself together, and he just ends up squashing dan heng between them, heaving great, pained breaths into his hair.]
lionsleeps: (i068)

[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-30 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hey at least Jing Yuan pissing him off is a distraction from Dan Heng...

He cannot help but wonder why it is that Blade seems uniquely able to shatter Jing Yuan's placid facade. Is it just that the person he is now is so frustrating, or is it his own subconscious wanting to fall back into childhood patterns? Yingxing also possessed that secret remote switch to turn him from sunny mischief-maker to petulant brat. What a terrible power to wield.

Fortunately for now Blade's bound and gagged and injured and uselessly flopping around, so Jing Yuan can ignore him in favour of returning Dan Heng's hug. He seems so scared... and reasonably so.]

He won't hurt you, Dan Heng. It'll be alright. I've got you.

[Dan Heng deserves a nice kiss. He needs to be able to not only calm down but get turned-on again and it's Jing Yuan's job to do that, since Blade is doing the opposite.]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-30 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[he won't hurt dan heng, he says. how can he explain to jing yuan that some days, weeks, years, centuries, that is literally all he is, and he can't help it, because how else is dan ▮eng going to look at him?

blade pulls back, watches them. lists to the side slightly, pupils blown wide and tracking both of their movements, but giving off the air of someone not really seeing what he's focused on.

and then he sways back in to butt his head against dan heng, which is like being bunted by a very big wolf who just had its face in a fresh kill. sorry the vibes are pretty rancid.]
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[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-30 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Jing Yuan focuses on Dan Heng -- on giving him the most heated kiss possible, keeping him close and warm and skin-to-skin. When they break for air, he nips at his lower lip and runs light fingernails along his spine.

Also he lifts one hand from the hug to shove Blade away by his forehead. Down, dog.]
subcutaneous: (my brain cells though)

[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-30 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[jing yuan didn’t quite use enough strength to warrant it, but blade is uncoordinated enough to lose his balance and fall down, on his back, with an angry snarl.

this is all very confusing and his thighs flex underneath them with the urge for bodily harm (on himself or otherwise), but he does eventually subside - there’s still the soft, pained panting, as the mara lances white-hot through him, and he tries to curl on his side, an automatic reaction instead of any real attempt at self-soothing.

at least it’ll be (relatively) peaceful for a while.]
lionsleeps: (d001)

[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-30 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Relative peace is good enough. They can comfort Blade properly when he's come back to reality. Although of course they'll be giving him attention before that. As soon as possible, even!

Getting there, though, means soothing Dan Heng. Jing Yuan doesn't complain about the harder bite, though he does make a little surprised noise. He's not inclined to give Dan Feng even the slightest negative reaction, because the sooner this succeeds the sooner they can all three stop being miserable.

In pursuit of that, he lets his hand drop down to slide fingers along Dan Heng's vent, ending with rubbing his thumb over those mostly-hidden cock tips. At the same time, he kisses his jaw and mutters softly.]

Don't worry about him. Just focus on me for now.
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-31 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[he’s doing a great job of being sentient furniture here, thumbs up emoji! although he is getting less sentient by the minute, considering how his eyes are starting to glaze over as he disassociates.]
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[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-31 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Jing Yuan, of course, does his best to keep aware of what Blade's doing, but it's a secondary concern. If he tries to make a move they'll know. It doesn't feel great to know they're forcing him to fall into the depths of this episode, any more than it feels great to have his blood everywhere, but if this works then they'll have a method to reduce the frequency of this happening in the future. In the meantime, he's glancing at his face over Dan Heng's shoulder. Making eye contact, if Blade will let him. Maybe that'll help a little bit... or make it worse. Who knows.

This is necessary stuff. Necessary like how he's parting the lips of Dan Heng's vent to coax his cocks with gentle fingers. He's not moving fast enough to be alarming, but he's being quite a bit more forward than he's been with Dan Heng thus far.]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-31 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
[he isn’t quite there enough to comprehend jing yuan trying to make eye contact, but tidally locked with their moon as he was, the tail contact makes him thrash violently, blindly trying to buck them both off.]
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[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-31 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Well. This time he wasn't expecting it, so Jing Yuan does in fact fall over. Now he's just on the floor with his leg flopped over Blade's.

He is thinking about his life choices and hoping Dan Heng didn't get too spooked or like. Knicked with his nails or something.

. . .]







...I should've settled on conservation for my retirement.

[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-31 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[pros: small and endangered wildlife wouldn’t have the inclination to give jing yuan concussions!

cons: small and endangered wildlife wouldn’t have the inclination to give jing yuan concussions, and that would be boring, and blade would have come and made his nice quiet retirement horrible anyway.

blade stills pretty much immediately in dan heng’s hands, and it’s impossible to tell whose name the garbled sound is.]
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[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-31 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Don't give him concussions you jerk, he needs that brain to live!!!

Right now though his head does indeed hurt -- not that badly, but he's certainly a bit achey. Dan Heng seems to be managing the situation for now though, so Jing Yuan is just going to roll fully onto the floor and lay face down. Maybe he'll nap. He'll still notice if something goes wrong...]
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[personal profile] subcutaneous 2023-10-31 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[the plaintive, questioning noise doesn't fit the man it drifts from. the imbibitor lunae never saw it fit to stay during any of his body's flirtations with the absolute fucking hell that was being mara-struck, so why should this time be any different...

his eyes sting with tears. is this real. is this real? he kicks out to the side, trying to catch the cat-smile man it's supposed to, his unlikely tether to reality.]
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[personal profile] lionsleeps 2023-10-31 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[The cat-smile man grumbles and very helpfully smacks that foot.]

Stop that. I'm going to sleep.

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